So I thought

He felt.

I thought i'll be hurt way deeper than this. Luckily, I don't cry that much. I'm just sad.

To a special someone

Maafkanlah bila ku selalu membuatmu marah dan benci padaku.

I really am sorry.

left.

isn't it funny, how people tend to keep something that they can't actually keep?
trying to spend as much time as possible to be with the loved one, and even more when you knows its minutes till his departure time?
to be hurt even deeper when he left?