finished

yes, i am finished with all the sadness stuffs. It's time to start to feel thankful for whatever shit that've happened. And, to be graceful for the new interesting people we've just and will meet.

somewhere in here

And the moment I saw they held hands, i just knew that somewhere in the smallest corner of my heart, i'm done.

someone like you

I wonder what it feels like, to be 40 and to hear that u've found yourself a beautiful wife and a wonderful family. what if i'm alone?
"never mind, i'll find someone like you" - Adele.
For me, i really do hope, someone better than you.

gone.

People comes and goes. yes indeed.
Weirdly enough, no one has ever mentioned on how we felt when they left. Happy? sad? Well, i do feel sad. sometimes. especially now.

hard.

i always thought that life won't be that hard. well, at least, not this kind of hard.

1. I saw my 'bff' sticking to my excrush (and let's just say that i meet them 24/7).

2. One stranger just called me slut (it came out of nowhere. I swear!)

3. There's always this one time when I found myself alone.

well hey, scratch that! I still got some special people that'll always try to help me whenever I needed it. 

Thanks. :D

wanted

WANTED: life partner and friends for life.

Feelin' like writtin' that statement on my forehead. Maybe the jerks and bitches might stay away. But then, maybe no one will ever comes to you and say, 'hey, am I eligible to fill in that position?'.

Frenemies

"With friend like this, who needs enemy?"
It's a perfectly annoying condition that might've occurred to all of us. I got this friend, who (i think) hate my guts (vice versa), and recently, i just found out that she's in love with my ex-crush. What a friend, hey?
When she told me this, I calmly said, 'oh, okay. you got my blessings'. Then, she said that she felt all guilty for me and blablabla. So I thought, she'll actually 'try' to end that relationship. The next day, she's even closer with the guy. bitc*! If she's honest with me, it'll actually be fine with me. The thing is, I hate it when people says A and doing B in reality. Bollocks.
Have you guys ever felt like your 'friend' is actually seizing everything that matters to you? Well, you're not alone.

xx

chubb